It never gets easier

So today I reliazed its about to be 2 years since my nephew and brother in law died in a car accident. I have days where I feel like its just never going to get easier where I wish I could find a time machine and save them. I wish I could take back all the things I missed and fights I had with them and my sister. To me its unfair that a 7 year old little boy had to die because some idiot was speeding and ran a stop sign more worried about his cell phone than watching the rode. Both of them died and yet nothing happen to this man he had a few scratches thats it. I mean even my sister had to stay in the hosptial a few days because of her injuries, but yet he walked away with nothing, and in court he smiled did even look sad that he just destroyed so many lives, and all he got was 6 month on probation and 1 yr suspened drivers lic. Guess its true no matter how hard we wish is wasnt money does keep you out of trouble. So while he gets to go one with his life as if nothing ever happened, my family and my brother in laws family are stuck picking up the broken pieces left behind by someone with no remorse for his actions.